I have to begin this first blog by highlighting the void between my actions and my emotions. It would seem, upon further investigation of my everyday life, that I've developed a keen sense of morality, value, and knowledge. At least in some sense regarding the events that I've been through. The thought that I've developed these items is separated by the issue of emotion; that I struggle, in some respects, to display the emotional reactions that other so-willingly live on. These reactions could be, for general purposes, crying, yelling, screaming, complaining, and beating people up (always a charmer)!
Rather than display these emotions, I've found that it comes naturally to me to dismiss such feelings and replace them with passive feelings. These, in reverse of the emotions given above, are a beneficial stance in my eyes. Defining my personality and actions with calm, cool, and collected reaction has proved beneficial in many respects.
Alright, now that that's off the ole' noggin; the lighter side. I have to assume that I've contradicted myself in describing my emotions as passive, then starting a blog to explain my cognitive operations. Welp, that's just how it's going to go here.
As I was saying, the lighter side could be anything. TODAY, the lighter side is the sun shining on the pavement as an elderly couple sips tea; it's the breeze that blows the perfectly balanced temperature around the boxer that's walking up the sidewalk. It's the roasted veggie quiche sitting in my stomache. Overall, it's the daunting sense that we're all part of something greater. I think that's enough for now. I'll categorize some more thoughts and bring them to the table at a soon yet later date.
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